[ Gaku grasping at his arm almost burns - it makes his throat tighten and something in his chest hitch and he can't look back at him as he speaks, as all of the doubts and all of the guilt that he's had over what they've been doing spill over and he panics in trying to smash them back down. ]

This. We're idols, Gaku -- Not only that, but disgraced, fallen idols that only have their fans left. We're supposed to give our everything to them, but instead ...

...

Instead, we're just selfishly feeding our own desires. We live lives where our needs and wants can't be our own -- We can't do this.