[ ---That was the kind of kiss that he wanted, now. Nothing hungry, nothing forceful, nothing ... too much. Just affection, just ... this.
...It's probably wrong. No, it's definitely wrong to want this. If his fans found out -- ... He doesn't want to think about that, and even thinking about thinking about that ties his stomach in knots and makes him want to curl up and die. His fans still believing is all he has, now. If he can't give himself entirely to them ---
... This is such a bad, bad thought spiral to go down, while cuddling and kissing chastely. ]
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...It's probably wrong. No, it's definitely wrong to want this. If his fans found out -- ... He doesn't want to think about that, and even thinking about thinking about that ties his stomach in knots and makes him want to curl up and die. His fans still believing is all he has, now. If he can't give himself entirely to them ---
... This is such a bad, bad thought spiral to go down, while cuddling and kissing chastely. ]