[ The most embarrassing part of all of this is that he almost didn't want that part to stop. Gaku's fingers inside of him, seeking out and attacking that spot that made his skin alight. The man murmuring heinous things into his lips between kisses --- ... It was good. He would never, never in a million years admit just how much he liked that, and part of him knows that he would never have to because Gaku has already read him.
He shudders again, when the fingers are pulled out of him, closing his eyes in anticipation. He doesn't know what to do, here --- doesn't know if he's supposed to say something else. Not knowing what to do, not knowing how to be perfect with this is driving him mad, but that's a quieter thought than the one booming in his head regarding him wanting Gaku to just fucking ruin him. ]
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He shudders again, when the fingers are pulled out of him, closing his eyes in anticipation. He doesn't know what to do, here --- doesn't know if he's supposed to say something else. Not knowing what to do, not knowing how to be perfect with this is driving him mad, but that's a quieter thought than the one booming in his head regarding him wanting Gaku to just fucking ruin him. ]