[ He's -- embarrassingly hard, really. But, who's to blame him ... ? He's a nineteen year old boy having his first taste of intimacy, it's a wonder he hasn't blown it, yet. He groans lightly, as he's touched, breath hot and right into Gaku's ear.
...He's confused, and he's nervous, asking to go this far -- No, demanding that Gaku take it further for him. He's repressed, not sheltered. He knows how this is going to work, he'd just -- ... Accepted that he wasn't going to be doing it. Not for awhile, at least. But ... right now, he feels like he'd die if he turned back, if he peeled himself off of Gaku's lap and just went about his day. ]
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...He's confused, and he's nervous, asking to go this far -- No, demanding that Gaku take it further for him. He's repressed, not sheltered. He knows how this is going to work, he'd just -- ... Accepted that he wasn't going to be doing it. Not for awhile, at least. But ... right now, he feels like he'd die if he turned back, if he peeled himself off of Gaku's lap and just went about his day. ]